The road which goes from pretentious to pretentiously real

Apart from the many roads one takes in life, some small, small long, however interconnected they might be, the road which one takes for ones personal journey to finding ones real self or at least pretending to have found it is a very very tricky one. Its like a continuos loop.. just when you think you're going to reach your goal, you find yourself at the starting point, again thinking about the same stuff you thought about when you started... Ok, I just got confused in my own thoughts.. I'll write more later...